Archive for November, 2006

Dejavu

Sunday, November 19th, 2006

Ever come across times when you are stumbled onto an online service that connects classmates via the Internet..ever come across times when you had an unexplainable desire to find out about these certain people..What were my memories of them? What would they look like now? What were they doing for a living? What had become of them? Where were they in relation to their belief in God?I grew up with these people. I have no idea who these people are now,just seeing their names was like attending a reunion without really being there. I dont know why I’m in such a remisniscent mood.

At 22,I am still rather frivolous and need to grow up.I am bending under a weight of uncertainties. Sometimes a dreadful fear comes over me that I’m misanthropes.:p Ignore it, my thought may wander far and dragged to the impossible. Sometimes I have an awful habit of writing impulsively when i first think things and then posting it beyond recall. But if sometimes thoughtless and ungrateful, I never mean it.

The Bible teaches us that we are all wired for relationships.All this just confirms that God made us for relationships – relationships with him and with each other. When you think of it, there’s nothing in life more important than relationships.They are the one tangible connection we have to eternity. Some of them – I hope all of them – I will see in heaven. I remember what the bible says, if one soul is saved, the heaven rejoice!!!

Here is the song I like. I will end here with this song. Enjoy and be blessed when you read through it.

- Testify To Love Lyrics

Verse 1
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All the colors of the rainbow
All of voices of the wind
Every dream that reaches out
That reaches out to find where love begins

Every word of every story
Every star in every sky
Every corner of creation lives to testify

Chorus
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For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love
I’ll be a witness in the silences
when words are not enough

With every breath I take
I will give thanks to God above
For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love

Verse 2
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From the mountains to the valleys
From the rivers to the sea
Every hand that reaches out
Every hand that reaches out to offer peace

Every simple act of mercy
Every step to kingdom come
All the Hope in every heart
will speak what love has done

Complicated

Wednesday, November 15th, 2006

" Thanks be to goodness for what have been done" breathed Lee Na in devoult relief….My thought wander far. Travelling. Jungle Trekking. Jogging  as much.Exercising without limitation.There’s too much scope for imagination in the wind. Well, that’s another hope gone. My life is a perfect graveyard of buried hopes. Oppsss…too mean to say that :P But true, there are many things left unfulfilled.

   Exams over. I drop my breastplate and shield of wisdom and knowledge down as the exam drops its curtain down, and  I pin it with a star. Ya..it’s over. Anyway, I am not feeling excited to the extent the joyous, tear-stained smile of faith triumphant, hope fulfilled. The exam fever still reside in my soul. I feel drained of energy and tired. BUT, I did enjoy the study week and all the preparation i made. Do it smart but not hard is my motto. Study hard and play harder is what i emphasize all the time in the process of learning. But the negative element is ( i have to admit ) that i didnt invest sufficient effort in to studying instead consume a lot of energy into having fun :P

  Thank God for His sustaining grace and protection upon His children.  Thank God!!!! Everything is made into pitch perfection when God intervene.