Fatigue,lack energetic…
This few weeks was tough for me.Loads of group discussions, assignments, presentations, tests, activities that require time consuming preparations and efforts. I have invested plenty amount of time to search for informations, and group discussion but still can’t see the fruitful results..I cant do it systematically due to confusion, overanticipation, and other underlying barriers..I have squeezed my brain juice to plan the induction set and the lesson, just to gain the students’ interest and to create an effective teaching and learning atmosphere. A lesson plan might sounds nothing as i thought before, but it has crushed me to ground! It’s not easy, absolutely not easy to come out with an efficient micro teaching. As a presenting group, we have to get ready for comments. Compliments will be encouraging, conversely negative comments will be disappointing. Anyway, I like the comments that truly pinpoint our weaknessess, not to crush us but to stretch us to reach higher..
Continuous assignments and tests really torture me physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. Somehow I found that I enjoy my hectic routine. Not matter how worst the situation, by the end, I can heave a sigh of relief. Problems are temporary. It’s designed to strengthen and discipline us. It reminds me what the bible said those who sow in tears will reap in joy. Today’s thorn will become tomorrow’s flower.
